A DEEP DOWN HUNCH

Expectations are Unfair. You never get to decide for what people should expect from you.
Everyone has that potential to do what they love to do but not what people expect. Be it your family, your mates, your teachers, they want you to be something they have expected. Technically, they are going to push you with whatever it takes, to make sure that YOU satisfy THEIR expectations. Okay, I got it. They find you responsible, smart, intelligent, unlike any other people they've met BUT, is it okay if THEY started dreaming for YOU?


ABSOLUTELY NOOO!!!
Yes, there are list of least expectations from your family, that you have to ATLEAST fulfill, but HOW is your choice. You decide the WAY to reach the DESTINATION they have visualized for you. Expectations originates from the people who believe in you.
You expected something from someone that means the someone is not just someone for you. It's more, it was always more, that's why you'll get hurt if that someone wont meet your expectations. 
The game of expectations is never fair!


I am 20. Still not sure about either I am going to meet up all those expectations of my lovelies.
It's hard to admit, but sometimes I feel like there could a better version of me, who would top the college, get scholarships, get graduated, get a fucking big damn job with a thick salary in an  overrated company, making 100 dollars per month then my mom would say "oh yes, that's my daughter who I am so proud of". Of course she would! But what if I won't?


Getting back to a reality with a slight tear drop and a HUNCH in my HEAD and HEART, I still have a HOPE to make that possible other way. To make her smile and proud of this AVERAGE daughter she has.