En Camino Darlin.

19 years, have been nagging myself terribly by muting my heart. And still I am here destroying myself by senseless notions running on my mind.
Academically, I am supposed to complete my engineering course within 4 years. The day I got admitted in Engineering college, my family sights my future as "Er. Luna Sharma".


Victimized by chronophobia I was there, revealing sarcasm of life.


Right after my high school, I wanted to involve on something in front of camera. Media and journalism were my kind of priorities. I tried, to give a shot. Not just "I tried" but actually I did.
My grand parents, parents, relatives and my friends all of them loved it. Yes that's what they said.
"We love it Nanu". I used to blush.
Little did I know, nothing lasts forever.  They loved it for a while. Just for the moment. I was not allowed to WASTE my family's investment by doing something I love.
And that's how it is now, I did what they want me to do.
Fair enough?

Since then I learned, at the end of the day there is going to be no one, but you.
The one who can mould you and the one who can destroy you is JUST YOU.
No one else have that sway on their buttocks to harm you, until you let them.
It's already been a year I have invaded myself. And surprisingly, I love it now. 

And later I found it was always a Mnemophobia, that I fear of.

Phase has passed, reshaping me. Maturing me, making me understand all the responsibilities of an eldest sister and a pillar of her mother. Its hard I know, but who will If I wont?
Beside of all these senseless happenings, the worm of being in front of camera and presenting myself as a travel vlogger is still sparkling.
Many people come, many people go. They leave lot of marks, dark and deep. Only thing that never change was the dream that I dreamt of, with an strong determination. I am not sure about me being an engineer within few years, although I am into it. But I believe & also can assure you that I can be one of the creative vlogger, if only I try. Nothing ever did and nothing ever will stop me. It's my magical tenderness that will lead me on.


Sounds Overconfident? (okay fine)


Concluding the crap, y'all have these magnetic feature inside you. Just have to find out how it tacit.
Better grasp it right on time because king never waits. And King is the time now.


For me, I know I should have done it before. But I have my part of time, to make it.
You can wait if you want to because, I'm En Camino Darlin.